Pretend to understand you...and all that wait for me crossing that river

Every day I hve to listen all the spikes that blow out from your mouth
hurting myself and I keep pretending that all's my fault,
even knowing that isn't truth I lock me up inside of me.

I look behind me, and, what can you see?, pain and suffering sheltered in my heart.
The same pain that grow up the days that i was trough you and your Devil's whore
wife.


You first-born son, poor dude, he cannot see, the madness that grow into me everytime he
try to fix the things and all gets worst. He just have himself, nothing else, and push me
away from everywhere, leaving me forsaken by my ''family''.

But among all that crap there's a place in my head for me, a place lived by
me and a little girl with the courage to face me, to face who I really am...
...A princess that fix everything just whit a smile. Trough her eyes
I can feel the happyness, and feel sure, Im not ashame to show myself to her!.

Can you see now? all the pain has turn dry. Im not death inside anymore...
... all the feeling that life kill into me, She relive all of them.
I can't see the past cause without see it, it hurt, cause was real...
... but all slowly change...and is becuase of you ulfany.

I have not a family, but i have found a piece of heaven... Im leaving the darkness
feeling your love... Fixing myself, and your hands full of love curing my wounds.


Dark Angel.Gorhic Soul.

Everithing seems to be againts me, i dont know where else to go.
I locked up, and then I fall in emptyness, depress again. i dont know whats wrong
but there´s something that cling to me and keep me unable to move.
It scare me, cause Im supposed to feel great but it seems to be different.
The pain and fear raise up again inside of me. Death inside full of nothingness
Kissed by the Queen of Damnation that drown me in my blood and left my
body without sigh and trow in the floor.
The last time I tried to be happy and found myself in someone,
you appear in front of my eyes, like everything I always needed,
and is true since u are here with me, all that killed my thougths
and squeeze my hope turning it to nothing, disappear.

I asked for help and you answer me, without take care about my past,
you came to write a fairy tale in my heart. Im still in darkness
but now ligthing by your shining presence. Cold was my soul all this time
but the warm feel of your hugs has change that. Arigato



Ur Dark Angel