My Soul. Before and After

How can i describe what was inside of me?
the way that i've lost the faith in what I believed
but I knew somewhere my hope and happiness was wating for
the change i should make to said that i've live, and a real life
not a fake, like a lot of person do. I honestly guess that
I've found the of my road being alive yet, but I was wrong
when everything ends to me, was when it really start...
a change of life, a change of thoughts, all because of you
all because I decided to take a risk.. and you told me what
try it, you're the reason of all my actually happiness and
my meaning of life, a shining light into this darkest soul...

And now that you are here, to listen to me, conforting my empty side of heart
changing all that pain what some day flood my shatered heart, and turning it into
new wishes...

Arigato..